the first day!

a charming day of spring! neither too hot nor too cool, fragrant wind blows into my room from flowers. missing the lover far from me! he is the first one I have loved, and he isn't mine, so I want to say:
I will live well, for the flower is still fragrant!
time goes, memory is beauty indeed,
I miss you, miss you all the time,
you become a secret deeply in my heart.
don't tell me you love me, you miss me,
if you haven't done it in your heart at all.
just play with me unwillingly,
I'll feel unhappy after I have known it,
I need you leave quietly, don't look back,
I'll understand what's your need clearly.
don't comfort me unwillingly,
say srange excute.
I love you love you deeply!
either love or friendliness is ok,
it is my happy in my heart,
I kown it's bitter...